Then a second reality struck. His wife and two children, ages 3 and 4, were considered to be in serious danger and had to be moved from their home to a military base outside Tacoma, Wash.
"They were totally shocked," says the suspect's attorney, John Henry Browne, of the reaction of the family to the arrest and allegations.
The soldier is accused of leaving his base outside Kanduhar early Sunday morning and embarking on a killing spree, taking the lives of nine children, three women and four men.
After being kept in protective custody in Kuwait, he was expected to arrive Friday evening at Fort Leavenworth, Kansas, says Browne, who spoke with his client by phone.
"He sounded distant and kind of like a deer in the headlight but okay. I conveyed his family's love for him," says Browne. "I told him I did not want to speak to him about specifics of the case because I don't trust the phone not being monitored."
Little is known about the solider, whose name is still being withheld, other than he's 38 years old and from the Midwest.
There's even less information about his family, now at the Joint Base Fort Lewis-McChord.
"There is great concern about their security. It could be weeks before his identity is revealed," says Browne, who met with the soldier's wife on Wednesday. "We are doing everything the government is asking us to do to protect his identity."
Browne, who also met Wednesday with the soldier's wife, dismisses reports of marital problems as a possible motivation for the killings, characterizing their marriage as "strong."
As for reports that the soldier was suffering stress, the attorney notes that his client went to Afghanistan after three tours of Iraq left him with both physical and mental wounds.
"I am confused why they would send him back to Afghanistan," says Brown, adding that his client had told his family he wasn't going back to the Middle East. "The family was counting on him not being redeployed. I think it would be fair to say he and the family were not happy that he was going back."